Well it has officially been over a year since we started trying to get pregnant and nothing, nada, zilch. Not even a hint of a line. Honestly this has been the hardest thing my husband and I have ever done and it has not been easy on our relationship.
So, we are taking a break. No testing, no adoption meetings, nothing. It isn’t really what I would choose, but I totally understand and respect my dh with everything I have. There is still a part of me that is screaming….YOU ARE GETTING OLDER and that the clock is quickly ticking by. But, I know this is the best move for now. I just wish that it could have been easy, but it seems it isn’t for a lot of people. It is hard not to be sad though.
So moving on……..
I am finally starting to feel better from this nasty flu I got, it has been almost a week and I am tired of being sick. It has been making the rounds in our family and lasts a good week or two and lingers longer than that with the cough and congestion. Blech. I am definitely going to get my flu shot this week, don’t want to tempt fate.
So obviously with being sick I haven’t gotten any dyeing or much spinning done. Just trying to finish up my swap yarn, it is taking forever but I am loving how it is coming out. It is some of the best spinning I have done to date.
I hope to get the dyepots up and running by the end of the week. Same with getting my photos updated from my trip to Disney. I just have little energy right now.
Ooooh one quick addition, I did make it to the Bucs game on Sunday. It was an early Christmas present from Brian (my dh), he is such a sweetie. He splurged and got us club seats. It was fun and I loved being there, but we both agree that we like it better at home. We are such fuddy duddies. LOL! You should see the tan lines we got, wowza. That is the only thing that kept me alive during the game, the brutal sun!
Oh and I was a naughty girl and finally used my 10% coupon at Blue Moon Fiber Arts last night, I ordered coughcougheightskeinsandasheep2shoekitcoughcough. The new Raven series is to DIE for. I got one skein in Octobers sock club and fell in love and knew I needed more. I will now have 4 all together. I decided to not rejoin the club. I enjoyed it, but the price is a bit much for what you get and I prefer to pick out what I want. So I placed that order, spent less and got way more minus patterns, which is fine by me. 🙂
So now I am going to try to sleep some more, without coughing up my lungs. 😉
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